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After I Lose It: The Repair Plan
You lost it. You're human, parenting on hard mode. What happens in the next 24 hours matters more than what happened in those 3 minutes. This page is the next 24 hours - no judgment, just a way back.
No shame here: This sheet isn't a report card. Every parent who's ever lived has a moment like this. You're here because you care - that's the opposite of a bad parent.
What happened (no shame, just data)
Facts only - no adjectives about yourself.
The setup - how depleted was I already? (check any)
- [ ] Short on sleep
- [ ] Hungry / hadn't eaten
- [ ] Too much noise
- [ ] Under a deadline / rushing
Anything else in the tank:
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The trigger moment:
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What I did:
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What my child did:
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My stress signature
When I'm past my limit, I tend to... (check what fits - most of us have a lean)
- [ ] Give in / negotiate endlessly / avoid asking anything
- [ ] Snap fast / get loud / punish bigger than I mean to
- [ ] Say cutting things / use a tone I'd hate on tape
My earliest body warning sign is... (jaw / heat / voice drops / hands):
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The repair conversation
Four moves. Say them your way - examples are in the prompts.
1. Name it plainly - e.g., 'I yelled. That was scary, and it wasn't your fault.'
Name it:
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2. Own it without ifs - just 'I'm sorry.' (No 'I'm sorry, but...' and no 'I'm sorry you...')
Own it:
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3. Say what's true underneath - e.g., 'I was overwhelmed. Grown-ups get dysregulated too. It's my job to handle my own storm.'
What's true underneath:
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4. Reconnect on their terms - their choice: hug / sit nearby / play / space.
How we'll reconnect:
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Repair can land sideways: With autistic kids, repair often lands better sideways - in the car, mid-game, or on a note - than face-to-face. That still counts. It all counts.
What I'll try 10% earlier next time
ONE thing only. Not a self-improvement plan - one move.
- [ ] Leave the room for 60 seconds
- [ ] Lower my voice on purpose
- [ ] Touch water (hands, face, a drink)
- [ ] Say 'I need a minute' out loud
- [ ] Hand off to my partner
Or my own one move:
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The kindness clause
Read it. Mean it. Sign it.
The kindness clause: I'm allowed to be a work in progress and a good parent at the same time.
Signed:
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Date:
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You opened the sheet instead of spiraling: That's the whole thing. Go knock on their door - you've got the words now.
Go deeper
Ready for more? These lessons pick up where this worksheet leaves off.
- Your Parenting Style Under Pressure, from Parenting Autism. Why stress pushes good parents into laxness or over-reactivity, the short-fuse neuroscience, the Parenting Scale, and repair after you lose it.
- Co-Regulation: Lending Your Calm, from Parenting Autism. You can't logic a dysregulated child — you lend calm before they can make their own.
- Parenting Stress and Caregiver Burnout, from Parenting Autism. The load is real, refilling your cup isn't selfish, and asking for help halves it.